how’s this for insight?

July 31st, 2004

3. Think about your friends. Which of the following statements are true?

This one was difficult to answer.. One I hesitated to check as true:

All of my friends are tried and true. I ‘d trust any them with my life.

Considering I answered “1 to 5″, I tried to think of 5 people I could say that about.

At first, I was dismayed that I might not think of anyone besides my wife in a 1000 mile radius. Then I realized, I can count about 5 in the local area.

Creepy thing is, only 2 of them are cam members.

There’s a LOT of people I trust in the cam at this level.. but very few of them are local.

No, I’ve not given up on the Camarilla… but I know that there’s definitely something not-right about it here. Sigh. If only they’d see it all from my strange point of view. I know, sounds selfish, right? But I don’t mean it that way.

And that’s what matters, right? What I mean, not what I say?

I wish that were universally true, but it’s not.

Sigh.

I think I’m gonna go pretend to be not-me for a little while. Nicholas is getting difficult to play, though.

4 Responses to “how’s this for insight?”

bashka

July 31st, 2004 - 6:15 am

That a lot of people have gotten apathetic about the Cam. The idea of starting over has made a lot of people focus more closely on the OOC side of things and start playing games there harder than ever. *shrugs*

I’m satisfied with my troupe stuff for now. :) Sorry it’s getting hard for you, though.

desidono

August 3rd, 2004 - 12:55 pm

Your comments on the Cam remind me of the waning days of the Aurora. It wasn’t exactly wrong, but it wasn’t right either.

Oh well, hopefully it’ll look up for you.

P.S> I’d get your back. ;)

tsal

August 4th, 2004 - 1:42 am

actually, from what you and others have described, it’s very much like it.

as to my back, only if you promise to play nice ;)

desidono

August 4th, 2004 - 10:19 am

I always play nice, unless I’m asked not to. You know the deal.

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