how’s this for insight?
July 31st, 20043. Think about your friends. Which of the following statements are true?
This one was difficult to answer.. One I hesitated to check as true:
All of my friends are tried and true. I ‘d trust any them with my life.
Considering I answered “1 to 5″, I tried to think of 5 people I could say that about.
At first, I was dismayed that I might not think of anyone besides my wife in a 1000 mile radius. Then I realized, I can count about 5 in the local area.
Creepy thing is, only 2 of them are cam members.
There’s a LOT of people I trust in the cam at this level.. but very few of them are local.
No, I’ve not given up on the Camarilla… but I know that there’s definitely something not-right about it here. Sigh. If only they’d see it all from my strange point of view. I know, sounds selfish, right? But I don’t mean it that way.
And that’s what matters, right? What I mean, not what I say?
I wish that were universally true, but it’s not.
Sigh.
I think I’m gonna go pretend to be not-me for a little while. Nicholas is getting difficult to play, though.