musings of wrath

Let me just start off with the fact that I STILL don’t have a job, and am about to lose my car. It sucks.. My girlfriend and I broke up. Red-heads still rule, though..

I suck at showing emotion - it’s a recent development, and I don’t know where it came from - maybe it was Denver.. It is an emotionally draining city.. that seems to be where it started.. I’ve become cynical, logical and (appear) uncaring. My ex-fiancee I finally got over completely.. Only to then fall for someone and have them decide that they weren’t romantically interested in me.. It wasn’t her fault, if anything, it’s mine.. It’s a hell of a lot better than her waiting months and months to tell me, though.

I hurt, I’m upset, and someone borrowed my car without fucking asking this morning, and I can’t get ahold of him.. So.. I need to find a ride to the damned Mage game I’m running tonight.. sigh…

My writing has fallen way behind, and I’m not sure if I really want to do it anymore.. I have 3 chapters done, but I’m not sure if I can finish it. I just don’t have the creative energy anymore..

Sigh.

Do not be glum!!!! *big hugs*

Harvest the internal organs of a Sea Cow and you will be blessed with happiness.

Or something like that.

heh.. if there’s one thing I can count on, it’s a non sequitr from generic cheering me up

you british people use weird words, ya know that? “glum”.. what exactly does that mean?

It means sad/depressed, that sort of thing…. so it is a good thing not to be! *hugs*

My stats in spurious logic are quite high, as well as chutzpah and even a moderate sport in moxie. Unfortunately, even with current job status, I’m still only yellow in rank.

hey man, it’s not all your fault. It takes two to make a relationship happen. Chin up

Well, I know it’s not *all* my fault, but I have to own up to the fact that a good portion of the blame falls on me, this time.