shoop!
great day today
happy
good mood.. been a while for that..
Redheads kick ass. Just thought I’d say that.
So like..
No shit, there I was.. running along in a dream, really half awake, and I realized something.. I hurt when I think about Danielle - but I think I’m over it.. I really do.. I said it last night, unsure, but as I lay down in bed, half dreaming, it just hit me.. Wow. I’m over it..
Anyways.. I got almost no sleep last night.. the things I do for the Mage Venue.. 
But.. it’s going to be a good day, and a good weekend.. first time in a long time..
Hope this post doesn’t freak a certain someone out - it’s not exactly what ya think.
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I’m a curious person by nature. I’m sorry 
You know I wanna ask what’s up with Danielle. Even though I don’t know you - Or know her. I just like seeing what makes people tick.
BTW - Did we ever figure out if we do know each other or not?
It’s all good..
Danielle and I were engaged for about 4 months, and she decided we weren’t happy enough together..
Not meaning to demean her, but she wanted a perfect relationship.. I don’t think anyone can give that.. I admit, I messed up quite a bit.. but, if it had been true on her part, I don’t think it would have ended so quickly.. Then again, it started quickly..
9-11 made it harder, too, to visit her, or to convince her to come back to talk - she’s a Canadian national, and left Sept. 1st.. ugh.
As far as knowing you - I posted a response to the comment string in question - you can answer here, if ya like.. where in the south?
*lol* I actually answered that reply to my comment! Weird, huh? I’m too damned impatient
Ah, I see… Well, then. Time to get you right back up on that bicycle Huzzah! I’ll admit, when I saw you had an interest in flirting with someone I was like “hrm. I thought I saw ‘fiancee’ on his list of interests… Well, maybe he’s polyamorous?” Feh.
BTW - Do you know of any PBEM games or other places to go where folks actually discusscharacter concepts, ideas, chronicles they are in, etc?
it just hit me.. Wow. I’m over it..
i know *exactly* what you are talking about. About a year or so into my relationship with pete my ex came back. He spent the weekend with me - we ran around and did many of the things we used to do together (wear baggy clothes, go to skate shops, hang out downtown, etc). It was a great weekend and I was torn - do I go back to the guy who plunged me into despair? or do I stay with the guy who has never given me a moments concern, stability, and love? Obviously I wrestled with this, because I was still young, and very attracted to my ex …
I fell asleep one night fretting and when I woke it was like a switch had flipped in my brain. I didn’t *love* my ex at all. He could be my friend and that’s where it ended. And I had no guilt, no remorse, no worry, nothing bad going on. I knew where I was supposed to be. In fact, I was even to the point where I could say “yeah, my ex is hot but I wouldn’t sleep with him or anything” and not feel like I was lying.
it’s a good feeling isn’t it.
I can’t read a post that mentions redheads, and NOT have to make some sort of wise-ass remark….
so, why do I kick ass? hmmmmmmm?
tweek
Tweek…
I wasn’t referring to you..